Sexual Abuse is the ultimate form of being used
It is a denial of self with all rights refused
It means that when they are through
I can’t even trust myself, the abuser or you
It means giving up a part
Of me – a part of my heart
my innermost purpose of being alive
It makes me doubt why you even care
In fact, it makes me question everything – everywhere
I feel like giving up the last thing I have
The hope instilled by God above
The unconditional love,
Life’s philosophy seems like it’s been taken from me
I often wish restitution
Or anything that might be a resolution
I need an answer, whole or in part,
To stop the aching in my heart
I want once more to forgive
And to pass from this stage and live
To be free from the weights
And the semi-comatose states
To be loosed from the guilt and reason
And to know the abuse only lasted for a season
by Anonymous Sexual Abuse Survivor
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